if i had the confidence to run away i would. words of a sad little girl, i dont know wether i could be alone….being in a room full of people and being the only one with out a home not even my own bed to lay in, living out of box’s for the past year, how much longer can i do this? i found someone recently that i actually like, first person in 3 years that i felt comfortable with, but not everything is what it seems, it was not right for them, different stages of moving on, i would be willing to wait a while, but the fact its making me feel more than slighty crap…i cant take it… even a friendship works both ways i cant be the only one thats trying. so i feel a new year is a new start i dont normaly work this way, but i think its needed so in light of this my new years resolution is to be more confident…mayb even take that step and go it alone, after all who knows how long this life will last.
Posted on Friday, 30 December 2011
